I keep doing this, and I don't know why.

Well, here I am. Drunk again. I guess this is my way of escaping. I do hope I don't grow up to be an alcoholic. I have a family history of that...and it doesn't suit my personality. I believe I would be better suited to be straight edge. I'm so blunt, brutal, and witty..naturally. One would think I would stay in my natural state.

This state of existence is getting really old. I'm going to call HEB tomorrow to see if I got the job. I really hope I did...because I'm getting way too close to rock bottom.

Someone I haven't talked to in years talked to me today. (It was weird because I was never that close to him anyway.) It was just so odd to me to think that I cross people's minds that I never see or talk to. I know I always think about the most random people..but I always think, "I'm such a freak for thinking about this person...they never think about me." But apparently some people who I would least expect...do in fact think about me. And that's pretty fucking awesome. I'm probably gonna go hang out with him this weekend...because he asked me to. So that's something to look forward to. (:

I'm pretty chill right now...needless to say. I apologize that this blog isn't as deep, metaphorical, and flowy as the other ones. Like I said...I've been drinking. But yeah. I guess I'm still in almost the same place I've been in since I started this thing...really hoping to get a job soon.

I'll keep ya posted...more poetically, I hope.

Oh vodka...you so silly.

I don't give a fuck,

Cos I'm drunk,

As a skunk.